oh the drama!

so i realize that i have been neglecting my blog for about two weeks now. again, i can only use the excuse that **i no longer have a job** and am therefore rarely on my computer. granted, i now have an iPhone, so i actually have this blog at my fingertips, but i **really** hate typing on that phone. my fingers are too fat and i'm constantly missing the buttons on the touchscreen when i'm trying to type, so words end up looking like jibberish or misspelled russian vocabulary. and so, as i am bored and waiting on a phone call from **my man,** i will type.

[note: the letter I on this keyboard is shifty and i'm having to press it extra hard; therefore, some words that are supposed to have an I just may be missng it (like that word, which i purposefully didn't correct to prove my point). so place the I were it goes and get over it.]

so i dd say "my man" in the frst paragraph. i am hesitant to mention too much about hm because i really am **scared of jinxng the situation** before i'm entirely sure about it. what i can tell you is that i am **extremely** happy wth him and that he treats me better than anyone else i've ever dated. not only that, **my family absolutely adores him.** especially my parents. they want me to marry hm; i'm not in a hurry. i am smply enjoyng our time together. he went wth me to arkansas on mother's day weekend to surprse my mama up there on her day [she was up visiting my sister and her famly] and he fit right in. i call him t-mac. and for now, that's all i'll say. **just be happy that i'm happy;** heaven knows i need happiness after my last "relatonshp" wth d-wade.

what else? oh yes . . . i am looking into a job wth a contracting company n germany. it would be a six-month contract and the pay is great. i am crossing my fingers i get this positon, and i need everyone to cross their fingers for me, also. the great thing is it's a contract that i can either re-up or not after the 6 months are up. and snce i've never been outside of the united states **excluding brief drves through canada and mexico which really don't count** i really hope i get ths positon. if i get it, i will leave in june, but will be home in time for thanksgvng. so everyone wish on stars, cross fingers, knock on wood and all that other superstitous crap people do n hopes that i get it. **i really need this.**

i can't really think of anything else going on. i've had an extremely dfficult time lately trying to get motivated to work out. **hell paso just completely screwed me over.** i have prolly snce ganed 5 more pounds than i last reported and honestly, i'm scared to get on the scale in the morning. the good thng about workng out now is that i have a workout partner in t-mac. however, he's about as motvated as i am at the moment, so it makes it doubly hard to go back. we're hopng tomorrow is the start of our workng out routine. **i need ths.** cuz as happy as i am wth t-mac, there is no guarantee it wll last; i refuse to be the fat grl looking for a man. i want that vee! another thing for you people to cross your fingers and wish on stars for **clarificaton for kevin: you're wshng that i fnd motivation, not that i become the fat, single girl!**

sadly, i really can't thnk of anything else to write about. how pathetic is it that the last two weeks of my lfe have been reduced to a few paragraphs? i guess i could talk about my list of pros and cons between the blackberry and iPhone and how even though the **blackberry is winning,** i will keep my iPhone simply cuz i have scrabble and tetris on it. but that's not at all interestng. i did do a bt of yard work over the weekend; planted flowers and whatnot. i thnk they're pretty but in all honesty, t-mac did all the work. all i did was pck out the flowers and the whskey barrel i wanted them to go n. he did all the rest, includng repottng my roommate's plant that is on the verge of dying cuz he's determned to save it. he even mowed my lawn (and my parents' lawn) for free **see?!?! i told you he was great!**

however, for now, that is all i wll write about. it's just about tme for bed and t-mac wll be callng me in a few minutes. so for now, i say, **the sun has gone to bed and so must i; goodbye!**